Introduction

Lately I have forgotten who I am, and I've started this blog to remember. I used to write a lot, I used to mediate more, read more. I used to spend a lot of time outdoors, I enjoyed walking and hiking and sitting down by the lake. I was a thinker, not a worrier. I was calm and collected and lately I have been controlling and worrisome. My goal is to get back into the things that made me who I was before I let love consume my life. Love is a wonderful thing and it opens your eyes to how you can be better, but if you let it take over you can lose sight of yourself. Hence the saying, love is blind. And it had made me blind. But now I don't respect myself and I would feel better if I could do that again. I wish I knew how I got to this point...this place where I feel like I need to rewind and start over again. But if I can find that calm in me, that nonjudgmental, non controlling lovable guy I used to be, maybe I can be happy again. That's what this blog is for. To get my thoughts out so that I can remember.